My former sweetheart love me back?

Did she really love me back?
not easy to bear this feeling to her,
de facto she my first collen,
that make me feels,
how beauteos love is.
But, I ommited her,
this occured,
because of my fucking fellows,
spoke and assume rubbish at her.
I know she dissimiliar from other lassie,
joie de vivre, hoyden and samg-froid.
But thats not the reason,
that i should not love her!
And now she back,
I reckon that is my 2nd chance,
to love her in idyll and trustworthy.